The Story Behind “October Baby”

By   •   March 20, 2012

“I’ve waited a long time for this moment.”

The words spoken by a complete stranger struck a chord so deep within Gianna Jessen that she didn’t need a formal introduction to the woman standing in front of her.

“As soon as she said that, I knew who she was,” Gianna said.

The moment took place six years ago, just after Gianna spoke at a pro-life conference. For years, she wondered if this opportunity would ever present itself.

And without warning or buildup, that moment was standing right in front of her. She was standing right in front of her.

Gianna was looking in the eyes of her birth mom, who had tried to abort her nearly 35 years ago. Only Gianna survived that saline attempt.

The bitterness, however, lived on.

“You are an embarrassment to me,” Gianna recalls those biting words that greeted her from her birth mother.

Fighting back the tears, Gianna regained her composure just long enough to tell her: “I forgive you.”

“I don’t want you to forgive me,” her birth mom responded. “I don’t want you to talk to me.”

And just like that, the conversation was over. Gianna has not seen her birth mother since. But she doesn’t hold a grudge.

This Friday, a movie that was inspired by Gianna’s life story will hit the big screen. “October Baby” is about an abortion survivor.

That’s right. Abortion survivor. Two words you don’t normally hear in the same sentence.

Featuring a strong pro-life message, “October Baby” delves deep into the power of forgiveness, an issue that Gianna has had to wrestle with, especially during that short meeting with her birth mother.

This is not happening, she was thinking to herself during the confrontation.   

For all the obstacles Gianna’s had to overcome in her life — she was only 2 pounds when she was born with Cerebral Palsy, and doctors said she would never be able to hold up her head, crawl or walk — she could have chosen to be furious with her birth mother.

“There was so much anger on her side,” Gianna said.

Instead, she decided to forgive, just as she has been forgiven by her Heavenly Father: “Over and over, I’ve chosen to let the Lord define me,” she said. “The Lord spoke to me, ‘You have to let it go.’ “

Gianna was taken into foster care before a woman named Penny, who has been a mother to 56 foster children. Penny’s daughter eventually adopted her.

By age 3, she was able to walk with the help of leg braces and a walker and by age 28 — April 30, 2005 — Gianna completed her first marathon (Boston) then ran another one (London) the following April.

“For me it was huge. I wasn’t even supposed to walk,” said Gianna, who finished in seven hours and 20 minutes. “Everyone else had gone home, but I didn’t care.”

Gianna has traveled the world telling her inspirational abortion survivor story, from the U.S. to Ireland to England to Australia, and most recently Italy.

She talks about issues such as forgiveness and identity and the Lord Almighty who saved her.

“Your biggest fear is that you’ll be forgotten,” said Gianna who has met former President George W. Bush and former Prime Minister Tony Blair. “God’s been telling me, ‘I’m going to define you,’ and ‘you are not forgotten’ and ‘you are loved.’ “

For Gianna, it’s been a long journey: “When your father and mother forsake you, God takes you up.”

And that journey now includes promoting “October Baby,” which will be released nationwide on 400 screens. When first approached about the movie by producers Andrew and Jon Erwin, she couldn’t get away fast enough.  

“I wanted nothing to do with this. I ran from these men,” she said. “It’s hard to be defined by this one thing.”

 Then Gianna watched the movie and not only did she laugh and cry throughout the film, but by the time the credits rolled, she had healed.

Gianna’s single “Ocean Floor” is now part of the movie’s soundtrack.

“The Lord just worked it out,” she said.

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  1. Jean says:

    I volunteered at a crisis pregnancy center, trying to show girls and young women that abortion not only kills life but deeply wounds the mother for life. Healing is possible and also forgiveness from God, once it is done. I did not share that at the center, because I was trying to spare girls and women the pain, guilt, and anguish they eventually experience if they have sensitive spirits. I am so glad to have discovered Gianna’s story. It has already helped so many in distress, not knowing where to turn or how to deal with a very difficult result in their lives.

  2. diana jaques says:

    I cried, it was hard to really watch at first , BUT then I watched the whole show, I gave my child up , and then the next one was born, but then theres another one on the way, but no, I was so stupid, my husband made me go have an abortion, needless to say I lost my other children and moved on in life, I have more children, yes but only one to raise, now all grown up. Iv’e forgiven all whom have hurt me, others don’t see how I can forgive them, but I have Jesus on my side. I loved the movie, I will tell others about it too. Thank you for the great movie.

  3. Joan says:

    Gianna you are such awesome witness for Jesus. I read your book “Gianna” and know God is doing great things in your life.. Praying for you. For life,, joan

  4. Rufo Gutierrez says:

    Gianna you are bless I know you realised that you are a princes you are a daughter of GOD you have walked the path of JESUS for sure you have your place in paradise and I will see you there. Nothing is better Thant that. WE LOVE IN JESUS CHRIST AMEN, THE GLORY IS ALL FOR GOD.

  5. Dita Andrews says:

    Gianna brings light in to this world… God bless her for what she is doing.

  6. Linda says:

    Im sorry I didn't choose life. I was 15 years old and pregnant by an abusive uncle. I am now 43 years old and was never able to have a child. Perhaps punishment for killing the one God had already given me. I regret it everyday of my life.

    1. Jennie S says:

      Linda, God isn’t punishing you. He has already forgiven you; please believe that. You don’t need to do anything to be accepted by Him. Just accept His love and forgiveness. He has a purpose for not giving you a birth child. Ask Him to reveal this to you and bring you the work and blessing He has for you.

  7. tronie says:

    My heart hurts when I think of all the mothers who did not choose life. I know that they realize their the pain only after their aborted child is born. And then they go through life alone. I hope that some can find grace from God to tell their story

  8. SAH says:

    God bless you Gianna. I was born 1 week after you in 1977. Our generation X is missing 1/3 of its members…. The 1/3 of conceived babies who were aborted. It breaks my heart to think of all of our brothers and sisters who were lost. Thank you.

  9. Ruby says:

    We had an abortion Nov. 1991 and for a longtime I tried to justify my reasons. Not a day goes by that we don't think about our son. So as a mother who aborted a child I would like to say I am so sorry Gianna for not choosing life.

  10. Joe says:

    With, God all things are possible, when God wants to use a person, He will not let anything stop Him. Praise His name. Hallelujah, praise the Lord.