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I've made such a mess of my life and I know God doesn't want anything to do with me, because years ago, when I had the chance to turn my life over to Him, I turned away. I wanted to run my own life, and now I'm paying the price. Please tell people to accept God while they can, or they'll lose out like I have.


I sincerely hope your letter will be a warning to someone who is tempted to turn away from God–just as you were years ago. The devil’s way always looks attractive but he never delivers what he promises. The Bible’s words are still true: “The way of the unfaithful is hard” (Proverbs 13:15).

But you are wrong to say God doesn’t want anything to do with you. God loves you and yearns for you to come back to Him so He can forgive you and welcome you home. Do you remember Jesus’ parable of the prodigal son? (You can read it in Luke 15:11.) He rebelled against his father and paid a terrible price as a result. But when he came to his senses and returned home, his father welcomed him. That is what God wants to do with you.

Think of it this way. Suppose you loved someone very deeply–but then that person rejected you and turned against you. How would you feel? Would you be angry? Perhaps–but if you really loved them, I think instead you would be very sad. That is how God feels about you.

Don’t stay on the devil’s highway one more day. Turn instead to Christ and give your life to Him. No, you can’t change the past, but with Christ in your heart the future can be different–both now and in eternity.

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  1. Lala says:

    I am 20 and I feel like my life is on bad terms at this point. I pray everyday and I try to talk to God and put him first but it is hard very hard when you had a hard negative past life. I am young but I am also getting older, I know I need help with my life. I’m irresponsible, I get Lazy and I tend to procrastinate a lot. I need guidance.

    1. Nekeeya says:

      Hi Lala. I wish I could say I have the answer for you, but I don’t. It’s life. I am 36 also feel like I am spiraling into a downward position. I too get lazy and complacent, blaming many things on my past. And to top it off, I have a 6-year-old daughter whom thinks the world of me. Had it not been for her, I don’t know where I’d be. Yet I still have moments like this one. Feeling lost. Not knowing my purpose. Wanting to step out on faith, but afraid of failure. We all need guidance. However, you are taking a step that many at your age don’t really pay attention to. Lala, you will be just fine. Just continue to talk and keep God first. P.S., You’re not getting older, you’re wising up. 🙂 Keep the faith!

  2. Mark says:

    I just want to say I’ve been trying to turn to Jesus but the devil keeping getting I. The way I know He loves me and I love Him . I have been divorced for 3 years now and I can’t stop thinking of her. I’ve put myself in bad situation now and pushed her far away from me to where she won’t talk but only when I get my kids. I know the devil has put me where I am but I keep praying for God to help me and I know He will I just need to put Him first

    1. BGEA says:

      Mark thank you for reaching out.You are right that God needs to come first, and we would urge you to visit where you can talk and pray with a member of our team and learn some tools for how to live out your faith on a daily basis.