Dying to Self and Discovering So Much More

By Jan Johnson   •   August 25, 2011   •   Topics:

Would I say something or keep quiet? My friend had just bought a new specialty Bible (one with notes) and was showing me what she liked about it. But I couldn’t hear her because I was mentally debating whether I would tell her that I had written many of that Bible’s notes and introductory articles. When she asked me a question, I realized I was too busy listening to the argument in my mind to hear my friend. Convicted, I looked directly into her eyes, knowing that she wanted my attention. Loving her meant letting go of my self-congratulatory thoughts and listening carefully as she repeated her question.

To die to self is to set aside what we want in this moment and focus instead on loving God with everything we’ve got and valuing others as highly as we value ourselves (Matthew 22:37-39). This moves us away from self-centeredness and closer to becoming openhearted followers of Christ who care deeply for others. It’s much easier to pay attention to the concerns, interests and needs of people (Philippians 2:3-4) when our own interests no longer consume us.

Jesus described the dying-to-self process (to “deny self” is the exact scriptural phrase) as part of following Him: “If anyone wishes to come after Me, he must deny himself, and take up his cross and follow Me” (Matthew 16:24, NASB). But dying to self isn’t bleak and terrible. Jesus continued: “For whoever wishes to save his life will lose it; but whoever loses his life for My sake will find it” (Matthew 16:25, NASB).

In dying to self, we find genuine life by depending on God, who provides much more than we can imagine. Likewise, Jesus taught in John 12:24: “Unless a grain of wheat falls into the earth and dies, it remains alone; but if it dies, it bears much fruit” (NASB). Part of the life that we find and the fruit we bear is not only living a richer life with God but also becoming more generous to others, reaching out to them with love and joy.

Sometimes people mistake dying to self for death of self. But self-denial is not self-rejection. God treasures your divinely created self. He doesn’t want to obliterate the part of you that makes you uniquely you. God works within you and reshapes you into the person your renewed-in-Christ self is meant to be: not selfish with what you own, not concerned about how circumstances affect only you, and not crabby when others seem to get what you want.

What Dying to Self Looks Like
As we die to self, we no longer try to get our own way or try to get people to look up to us. We stop offering unasked-for advice, as if in self-importance we think we always know better than others. We let go of trying to make a good impression on others. We find freedom from the self-focused life Evelyn Underhill describes:  “We mostly spend [our] lives conjugating three verbs: to want, to have and to do. Craving, clutching and fussing, we are kept in perpetual unrest.” Quite simply, when we die to self, we’re no longer obsessed with self.

Dying to self actually makes life easier because, for example, we can be content even when we’re overlooked. Several years ago I led a woman through a one-on-one, 10-week time of study, conversation and prayer about becoming a disciple of Jesus. When she announced in church that she had decided to give her life to Christ, she talked about the people who had influenced her. I thought she would mention my name, but she didn’t. I considered standing up to excuse myself so she would notice me! But I knew the Spirit, not me, had done a great work in her life. I also saw this as an exercise in dying to self by not squeezing myself into the spotlight.

Could I honor others above myself (Romans 12:10)? But this issue went even deeper: Could I be secure in God’s love without public recognition? Could I let God be in charge of my reputation? Was God’s approval enough for me? After this early exercise in dying to self, I eventually found myself relying on God more in small things. I was finding life–the companionship and partnership with God that I longed for.

A Next Step   
Start simple, start small–knowing more significant challenges lie ahead. Ask God how you might deny yourself a little something every day: In our me-first, materialistic culture, it might mean something as down-to-earth as refraining from sweets or other junk foods harmful to you. Or not becoming defensive when ridiculed, humiliated or questioned. Or not buying the latest phone you really want because your current one is fine. As you follow through with these choices, watch how God meets your needs and you find life. You forget about the food as you engage someone in conversation; you find that someone else sticks up for you; you’re relieved you don’t have to struggle to learn how to use a new phone! These daily behind-the-scenes denials train us to be selfless in small ways so that when we find ourselves in bigger struggles of faith, we more easily set aside our self-focused desires and think about others instead.

One small death-to-self lifestyle choice God has led me into involves staying away from the women’s clothing racks when I shop at a certain discount store. The clothes are such deals–inexpensive and up-to-date! The first time I sensed God leading me to do this I paused in the aisle that led toward the clothes. If I stepped any closer, I knew I’d find something I supposedly needed. What if I skipped it just for today? I already have 10 times more clothes than many people in this world. So I walked away.

Since then, it’s become easier. Now it’s freeing not to clutter up my schedule and closet buying things I don’t need. These small self-denials train my character away from self-indulgence and result in giving me more time and resources to seek God and what He is doing in the lives of others (Matthew 6:33).  ©2011 Jan Johnson

Bible verses marked NASB are taken by permission from the New American Standard Bible, ©1960, 1962, 1963, 1968, 1971, 1972, 1973, 1975, 1977 The Lockman Foundation, La Habra, Calif.

Jan Johnson (JanJohnson.org) is a speaker and author of many books, including “Invitation to the Jesus Life” and “Abundant Simplicity.”

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36 Comments

  1. Latoya Mosley says:

    I really needed this…you hit on a lot of areas Vod has been speaking to me about….I ghank you so much and now i have a clearer understanding of what God wants from me…Thanks a lot

  2. Karen Carnes says:

    My pastor preached on this very thing a couple of weeks ago. I knew it was something that I had to do, but did not know how. Last night I cried out to God about it : I DON’T KNOW HOW! And here you are to show me. Lord bless. I’d like to read more of your posts.

  3. Tay Clemons says:

    This article really blessed me. It’s not by chance I viewed this article. One question that really stood out to me was, “Is God’s approval not enough? I am ready to die from self so I can really love like I’m supposed to. Thank you for sharing.

  4. Chris says:

    For most Christians, the call to die to self is a paradigm shift from their “normal” self to their Spirit-led self. I grew up believing I had no value as a human being, however, so in my case, the call to “die to self” just feeds into my already low opinion of myself, almost codifying and justifying it. It’s very difficult to reconcile that to the “abundant life” that Christ says He came to give us (John 10:10, “I am come that they might have life, and that they might have it more abundantly.”). Thoughts?

    1. Susan says:

      I think the author did a good job of explaining that self-denial does not mean self-rejection. Self-denial doesn’t mean thinking less of oneself; it is freedom from being occupied with thoughts of oneself at all- either good or bad. We were not created to esteem ourselves, but to esteem others higher than ourselves (Phil. 2:3) We are special to Jesus, and in our humility, He esteems us. (Matt. 23:12) Christ-esteem is so much better than self-esteem. A life free from the control of self-centeredness IS the abundant life. It is liberating! :-)

    2. MB says:

      CHRIS, As someone who can relate to what you have shared here, I want to offer the thought that we are all unique in our journey in this life. We may need to be self-focused to develop our sense of Self, if we have been deprived of this. This is not being self-centered. I believe that we first need a sense of Self before we can move forward in following the Lord. It is a basic human need to develop a sense of Self, self esteem, a valuing of the self. God created us. He wants us to love what He has created.

  5. Wayne says:

    Thank you for the plain truth.

  6. Hugh says:

    Blessed by your message

  7. Ramona A. Rivera says:

    I was listening to a Christian radio station a short while ago and the show was talking about dying to self. I wanted a further explanation of what that meant. You did a great job at explaining! Thanks!

  8. Bayode Omosaiye says:

    I would like to receive more of your messages. This one blessed me.

    Thanks

  9. Tawanda Chokwanga says:

    i am refreshed man of God

  10. Elena says:

    I prayed for guidance in my life, and the Lord guided me to your article. God Bless you.